Sometimes I wish I was elsewhere, sometimes I imagine my life to be different from what it is currently. Am I living in a world of my dreams? Or is this my mechanism to cope? I feel so lost at times, at times I am just plain lonely. I wish I was loved like never before. I wish I was held in someone's arms like their life meant on it. Wish I was oxygen to you, wish I was the reason for drug habits.
Not a day goes by where I don't regret several decisions I made through my path of life. How I can imagine myself, living in a different story each time I chose a different option from life. I wish you well, I want you to be happy but at some point in time I really wished you had asked me how I was doing? I wished you would still care for me. I might put on a facade on but I'm still hurting. I might act like I have moved on but I still miss you, more than how much1 I would like to accept.
Every change in your profile, every post you add to your feed, every story about the weddings you attend, still brings a butterfly sensation in the pot of my womb. I wish we had never grown up, I wish we were still those silly teenagers so madly in love. Yet we are not. We have become adults living the life of disguise, despair being the only constant companion.
Still life goes on and on. As we age, not just age becomes a bigger number by the year, our failures and losses seem to also grow with us. The things we miss and yearn for seems to just move further away from us. Priorities change and so does life. We can never go back, but we want to. So rather live in an utopian world that we created for ourselves. Life is merry in it.
Well all these emotions were triggered while watching a regular romance Telgu movie called Arjun Reddy. The hero who is a doctor loves a junior girl in college, looses her due to his short temper and becomes an alcoholic. Though a successful surgeon his alcohol problem gets the better of him. After losing the battles in life he realises that no matter what, he will never be able to live a happy life without her, in his life. So he goes back to her even though he knows that she is a married woman who is several months pregnant. After an emotional conversation, he gets revelation about the father of the child. Then comes a happily ever after.
I was impressed, like how she was married to someone else but she still got a chance at life. It's a great movie for a watch. I did have tears in my eyes during their sentimental conversation. I loved the movie. Overall it was great and helped me find a new hero who I have come to become a huge fan of, Vijay Devarakonda!
This movie was remade in Hindi and in Tamil. I have watched it in all the languages and I must say that there is no remake that could reach upto the mark of the original movie in Telgu. I wouldn’t say the movies in the other languages were bad but the climax was not at par to the original one.
I would like to thank Isha Sharma for introducing me. Do check out her blog to see what's her take on life this week. I would like to introduce my old friend Aditi to this blog train. Do check out her blog.
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